The hygenist was so kind, not judge mental, and it was not horrible. I didn't bleed like an open vein as I envisioned. She deadened my whole mouth so I didn't have horrific pain. So why did I avoid this for so long?
That happens to all of us. We blow something up in our mind as unbearable, avoid it for way too long, stress over putting it off, then realize it must be done. A $10. Parking ticket turns to $100., taxes with extensions filed finally get done. The putting off of the 'have to do lists' waisted so much brain space. I wish I would just change my patterns and do whatever it is I need to do immediately and save months or years of grief.
Guess I will get busy and get those Christmas cards in the mail---soon!